The Crumbling Castle

The Sadness sweeps over like it has so many times before
conflicting personalities
my mind is arguing with itself
this is not a good thing though
I dont know how long i can keep winning the battle
its been going since youth
i always resisted
but it looks so sweet
it looks like the only solution to my problem
treating it would make me worse
im the worst ive been in two years
the steel shines so sweet
they lie around me calling to me to become crimson
lifes a disaster
im broken in almost every way
the thoughts wont let me think clear
the sound evil
my voice drown in their urging and screaming
they want it all to be over
but i believe im strong
ive always been strong
always wanted to be strong
im not making sense to me
so confused
keep shaking
the souls water drains through the seeing glass
and i cant stop it
hes so sad
he cant be helped
but he wants to win
but hes outnumbered
they are atacking from everywhere
just keeps shaking trying to win
if he can keep his stronghold
maybe there kill be hope
the walls are brittle though
they are cracking and crumbling
he hopes he wont give up
if he could just hold out
one day there might be backup
but hes called so many times
cant see the light
its all fading so dim
he just wants to win
pity is the worst for him
why wont they stop attacking....